I'm done with you and your games.

I don't care to lose you entirely anymore and it was so sick and mean to put me in the worst blackmailing position in you being the "hero" in saving me from my father. You're no hero, you're a sick mean man who just wants to rub in the terrible circumstances in my life. It is Stacy that I'm most suspicious that you are cheating on me with and raping me for. It's like you want to own up to Ike Turner and say "Yes I am here to rape you in the worst way," but I just can't get it out of you. You're a vain fool to think I would ever compromise myself for the sake of Stacy, Bree Ann, Erin, and other women I have been raped and enslaved for. You're a vain fool to refuse to recognize my most serious hate and not take me seriously. You're such a fool to think I would ever compromise myself and you're such a sadist to not take me seriously. I'm not afraid to lose you. I am afraid to sleep with someone else and cheat on you and can only wait until I feel you've let go of me. The story changes all of the time with you being a predator out to get me, to just being a plain fool. I know you have been sweet talking me lately and coming on to me lately, yet you still have your most unnerving and psychotic terrorizing cheating games to play in the background. It would be sick of someone to just test me like that. You're not being loud enough in the bedroom with Stacy or your other number of women. I feel like I'm one of your main women with Gillian and although I don't have anything against Gillian, I still consider it as cheating and you playing me. You're your own fool and out of your mind in being the Ike Turner. I havn't slept with anyone for a long time and if you are intentionally trying to lose me, you're not being fair enough with your jealousy and violent possessiveness. You've recently come onto me and you're not anywhere near being an Ike Turner to my face with "Yes I'm here to rape you in the worst way." You're your own fool who plays yourself. I'm too afraid to sleep with someone else right now because I am convinced of your possessive violence. You're a mean man who seems to not explain anything to yourself or are close to making me get you for who you are.