What if? Game

My main point with anything right now is: The way EVERYTHING looks. Sometimes talk is talk, but what really matters to me the most is the way that everything looks and it is definitely not looking pretty. I really didn't want to go there with talking about what your dick size could be. I am a serious Canadian that doesn't believe in karma. I hate the way some people fight and some of the fights that they fight over. When I know there is a fight that I would never fight over, I am extremely hesitant to put myself into a fight. There are some ways that I have such a serious pride where it matters to me to protect my own rep that I'm too good to fight over some certain things. Sometimes I get impatient and can't handle the weight that people would put on me. I try to avoid breaking to fight at all costs. There is outdated information that can be used against me that will probably be bickered over. I'd be upset if someone did want to go tooth and nail with it. I wish there was another subject that I could explain my Canadian pride over. I think besides this, you do overlook my Canadian outlook and probably would assume a worst assumption of me in some of your cheating games. I know it is a reason some men or people would assume I'm a lesbian when it really is a Canadian they are looking at. Most egotistical men will never want to admit that and never want to admit the way they were in the wrong. I have been such an insufferable victim through the years because of the way some men have never been strong enough to either accept the way I think or come out of their one-sidedness. It's like you or some other evil person wants to keep me around to purposely cheat on me just so they can say they had their way in an open relationship with the most sincere sadism. I know I've gotten a little off subject, but I really felt the need to stress over some of my own sufferages. I really am upset at whatever arbitraged assumptions could be out there and the way I could be perceived as the bad man in a worst extreme way. Besides knowing how seriously attracted I am to you, the games you play and the player you are is a turn off. You've created too many blocks for me to want to make more effort in having a relationship with you. If you hadn't messed up with me and you did have a small size, I seriously wouldn't care. I know I care about you and am already very attracted to you that I would never run off from you if you did have a small size. What if it were large? Well then, I most likely am screwed because of you having a dominant prejudice that I can't do anything about. I know my boss at the casino had a very terrible and severe prejudice and it was so ugly. I wish I could have this private conversation with you, but when we never had any private conversations or normal interactions and conversations, I can only just keep rolling with it the same way. If I put you on the spot or humiliate you, the unfairness of it all is your own fault and the unsafe games you play.