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Whatever the arbitrage is made of, I'm not liking the look of it. MY BEST GUESS WHY YOU ARE HERE IS BECAUSE PEOPLE WANT WHAT THEY CAN'T HAVE. I WOULDN'T BE AUTUMN'S OR BREE ANN'S LESBIAN OR IN A THREESOME IF MY LIFE DEPENDED ON IT. I WILL NEVER AGAIN BE WILLING WITH JON. Maybe you are out to get Jon back by killing him with his own lies and game YET YOU TEST ME WAY TOO MUCH. I was going to gently give up on you and take my own hint and walk away but I can't BECAUSE OF THE TOTALITARIAN RAPE THAT ALWAYS WAS. Besides Gillian looking like she would want to be in a serious relationship, you seem you could be very into her too. You guys look very inevitable. It isn't just her celebrity either. You obviously do have a very high sexual reputation and status and I wouldn't doubt you have countless numbers of women who want you bad. I think of any of your actions presently, you are wanting to keep me played with the rest, but you would probably be the same type of the past men I have been involved with. WHATEVER CURSE I HAVE ON ME I CAN'T STAND ANYMORE. I ALWAYS GET THE MOST IMPOSSIBLE ONES WHERE I CAN NEVER MAKE ANY REALITY OF A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP OR EVER BELIEVE I'M SERIOUSLY LOVED AND COMMITTED TO ENOUGH. THEY WILL ALWAYS BE THE BIGGEST LADIES MEN. BECAUSE OF THAT HISTORY IT IS PART OF BEING CURSED BUT I DON'T KNOW WHY I AM! I just want to kick things around because I can never win. You looked like you were very annoyed over Bree, and I really don't like the idea of you EVEN COMPARING US. YOU FURTHER CHOSE TO TEST ME THAT YOU ARE HER DOG AND I SHOT YOU ON THE SPOT THAT YOU DID TURN TO SHIT. IGNORANT FUCKER. I CAN'T STAND THE ROLLER COASTER GAMES ANYMORE. I CAN'T STAND THE WAY IT NEVER SEEMS TO END. WHEN YOU KNOW I CARE AND THE COUNTLESS TIMES I'VE ALREADY SAID AND SHOWN I CARE, YOU SEEM TO WANT ME BACK. YOU LIKE ME FOR THROWING A FIT FOR YOU. YET, YOU TEST OR CHEAT ANYWAY AT ANOTHER TIME. YOU WANT TO SHUT ME UP BUT YOU JUST CAN'T AND I HATE THE ROLLER COASTER AND THE WAY THE GAMES DON'T END.