Thursday, March 24, 2022

Cookies for Yannis

Yannis, this feels like this is at a pen pal level right now. It's ok and not ok. I have a lot on my plate right now and don't get to have a lot of time anyway. It's funny that even when I'm on a literal dating website, there are people on there who have their own time limit and say "I'm not looking for a pen pal, if you don't want to meet me, leave me be." I know I've always said that to my bollywoods and I just think its funny that people say the same things on dating websites. So, I havn't told you much about myself, it's mostly been stories, but I'll tell you a little. What I do for work: Right now mostly ride-sharing with Lyft and Uber. I used to do those only full-time but have picked up a couple of other side jobs, like doing laundry and tutoring online. I have also gone back to school for a certification in Medical Billing and Coding. I'm just ready for that career change and am hoping to have an at home job (something I've always envied for as an uber driver). Ride sharing isn't too bad. I love how much of a free schedule it is in choosing my own hours. I'm also looking to make a couple of major life changes in the next year or so. I plan on moving into a new home and am unsure if I am going to stay in the same area. Not sure where else to live right now... I'm a single mother of one and wanting another. Like I said, I have a lot on my plate right now and life can be so stressful sometimes. I've had some bad insomnia this past week ~pout~ I take meds for that too and even a strong dose. I just can't stand not getting enough rest and sleep. It adds to my anxiety and other negative feelings. It isn't easy being a single mom at my age. The Beatles have been a long term favorite band of mine, but right now, they are very good inspiration. I love the lyrics to "Silly Love Song." There just aren't enough hippies in the world. There aren't enough hippies who are real hippies either. Some people are all talk. They say they believe in peace and love but will make you feel either extremely uncomfortable or kidnapped. The Beatles are the man. If a person doesn't claim to be a hippy, they would most likely be the ones to make fun. The Beatles deserve to be compared to more than a Disney cartoon as Frozen but it reminds me of Anna on Frozen. What would life be like if they never had Anna punching Kevin at the end of the movie? It is why it is Disney and there is more misfits like me in the real world. I don't think I always come across as one of the most welcoming and friendly kind of people, but I have been called Naive before. What is so wrong with Silly love songs? The Beatles wouldn't understand either. I'm not entirely looking at you like your Kevin, Yannis. I'm just saying I like to feel relaxed and with a genuine peaceful hippy love. I don't like to be around egotistical competition, I like to be able to be more open and the person I'm with to want to feel comfortably open too.

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