From Travis: Dear Future Wife

Well Travis, looks like I am defenselessly left to play a sloppy guessing game of pretend. Must be over with you and your wife. While you have yet to suffer any severe injuries as in "Me Before You," it is something that could possibly happen. And what would happen if you became permanently paralyzed as a para or quadrapalegic? I just can't get over that was the ending of the movie. I teared up during some parts of the movie, but I didn't let out my sobbing cry until the movie was over. It almost looked like he was going to stay alive for her. I thought his "stay with me" was that he would want a marriage but it was "stay with me until I pass away." I'm crying again over just typing it already. It was so sad Travis. It was so awful. I've never had that much of a complete brainstorm over euthanasia, but when his insufferable reality hit and the way he chose to die anyway, I'm just crying and crying. It was so sad. I knew that movie was going to make me cry. I bet if we ever were a serious couple and it happened you might be too attached or unselfish in letting yourself die. You never know until you cross the bridge. You could think differently. Until you experience it, you just don't until you do. I could imagine the pain that he was in, but that was so fearless of him. He was accepted and if he ever felt lonely he really could have found friends who were paralyzed. He could have joined a group whether or not they were born a cripple or if it were accidental. ................ You seem to be around in some ways and maybe you did make a choice to break off and get over me while I get over you. Maybe you are waiting for something, whether it was me watching the movie or not. I don't know what you're waiting for, or if you really are wanting to stay a friend and in touch anyway. I don't like the situation for what it still is. I know I can't trust you enough. I hate the idea of putting up with another man who has dated my enemies too. I still never caught up on Amanda Knox either. I never read her book; I didn't get into all of the details in the media. It looked like another subjective and cut throat insecurity probe that also came with another sick boob obsession. Stacy and Erin won't have that privilege of discussion with me, the sick psychos. ........In the main original route it was intended, I saw the way the character had a share with me anyway and tied me into it anyway. Again, I don't think it is a fair statement for you to make where I'm your unfair one who is your rapist who intentionally sets you up to be my most defenseless. To handicap someone is to be cut throat, make them defenseless in some way or another, having them unfairly played, having them unfairly rigged, or set up in an arbitrage against them, pidgeon-holing, out-numbering. All along the lines of make someone your cripple..... Maybe I somehow could have done something to you if you're in my blindside, but sorry to say you set yourself up to fail with that one when you're the one who makes yourself my wigger. It's not my fault that you would be my criminal from the start. If you are planning to go the same route as David and compete to be my victim with your "Velma" off of Chicago, I really don't understand what your victimization competition would be Travis. You're already married. How does my single stranger make your married stranger my victim? Travis, this really is the last project that I see with you. I don't know if more puzzle pieces or fragments are out there of you, or if there was ever anymore meant to be said, but I'm out. This is the last hurdle I see. If you had anymore to say or wanted me to get; it's up to you to get the communication across.