What if? Game

My main point with anything right now is: The way EVERYTHING looks. Sometimes talk is talk, but what really matters to me the most is the way that everything looks and it is definitely not looking pretty. I really didn't want to go there with talking about what your dick size could be. I am a serious Canadian that doesn't believe in karma. I hate the way some people fight and some of the fights that they fight over. When I know there is a fight that I would never fight over, I am extremely hesitant to put myself into a fight. There are some ways that I have such a serious pride where it matters to me to protect my own rep that I'm too good to fight over some certain things. Sometimes I get impatient and can't handle the weight that people would put on me. I try to avoid breaking to fight at all costs. There is outdated information that can be used against me that will probably be bickered over. I'd be upset if someone did want to go tooth and nail with it. I wish there was another subject that I could explain my Canadian pride over. I think besides this, you do overlook my Canadian outlook and probably would assume a worst assumption of me in some of your cheating games. I know it is a reason some men or people would assume I'm a lesbian when it really is a Canadian they are looking at. Most egotistical men will never want to admit that and never want to admit the way they were in the wrong. I have been such an insufferable victim through the years because of the way some men have never been strong enough to either accept the way I think or come out of their one-sidedness. It's like you or some other evil person wants to keep me around to purposely cheat on me just so they can say they had their way in an open relationship with the most sincere sadism. I know I've gotten a little off subject, but I really felt the need to stress over some of my own sufferages. I really am upset at whatever arbitraged assumptions could be out there and the way I could be perceived as the bad man in a worst extreme way. Besides knowing how seriously attracted I am to you, the games you play and the player you are is a turn off. You've created too many blocks for me to want to make more effort in having a relationship with you. If you hadn't messed up with me and you did have a small size, I seriously wouldn't care. I know I care about you and am already very attracted to you that I would never run off from you if you did have a small size. What if it were large? Well then, I most likely am screwed because of you having a dominant prejudice that I can't do anything about. I know my boss at the casino had a very terrible and severe prejudice and it was so ugly. I wish I could have this private conversation with you, but when we never had any private conversations or normal interactions and conversations, I can only just keep rolling with it the same way. If I put you on the spot or humiliate you, the unfairness of it all is your own fault and the unsafe games you play.

Thoughts that most likely lead to nowhere but aren't unthought

Issues of cheating........... In regards to relationships, what is in a person's relational and sexual history? What is made to be made out of it? This blog is for those who actually care about and value their relationships..... Could a person be considered to be too obsessed to have to thoroughly know the history? How far do some limits go with some people in how much a history should matter? ..... What really matters the most is the choice actions in a present relationship, I would say. How much good would it do to find out about the history or be left to have some wonder in mystery? Sometimes, it seems there is more of a chance in mystery. There are less barriers and bondages in the way to be more free in the relationship. Sometimes, it is what a person does know that keeps the barriers and bondages up. Some people do cheat themselves out and intentionally cheat themselves out and it will never matter the things that they will never know. When a person does understand the consequences of a fool; there is a better understanding in the timing a person cheats their self out of the things they will never know. It depends on how safe or reckless a person is. Maybe a person could convince the other that they could take their words seriously at face value. Then, there are really times a person will never know...... It is also important for a person to not be naïve. They sometimes either ruin their own sexual reputation in being too arrogant, or they are a danger to their self to give their self too much hope. But how about the devil's advocate where a person's jealousy and insecurity can ruin it too? It depends on how far a person's violence can go. Sometimes, a jealous person doesn't always understand the more vulnerable person they make of their self when some people would want to consume and take advantage of their jealousy. ..... How could some people ever want to be a juvenile and ruin the better game of love by being too much of a Tom Fool jokester? ........ Some people have certain strengths and weaknesses. As much as I can either get lied about, picked on, and/or considered too "easy," I strongly believe in SELF CONTROL. When a person does make a choice to be in a relationship or commitment, the term of self control has always been a most seriously existent term. I still don't understand the purpose of elopement. Some wealthy or famous or even unwealthy and unfamous could do it for their own survival or fan base (dead giveaways for the fan base). I hear that Elvis was an eloper and had a couple of elopements. Johnny Cash proposed to his Junebug in front of their entire audience in a concert and proposed after that, audience or no audience. There is such a serious stress in elopement. If the woman is left alone too much, how could she know he isn't a polygamous eloper? Or, even if she wasn't the one who was left alone and waiting??? There is still a polygamous wonder......... Who were some men ever trying to kid when they wanted to force a woman in a relationship if the woman knew she was never going to come first? It's so sadistic to have any expectation to make a woman stay. To some cold-blooded heartless prostitutes, it wouldn't matter. However, when it is a man that the woman knows she loves, she could only be bound to fall out of love with him either in a snap of a finger or her own time. Some men have just never understood what was in their cold blooded selfish piggishness and the way they do lose their attraction. This is in my own personal thoughts and opinions anyway. .... How much does history matter? How much can a person be convinced that they are the one and only and especially the number one and put first? History or no history, Information or no information? What truth is there in the present?