NOT PUT OUT OF MY MISERY

Man I hate that. Last night I felt stood up and denied. YET I still see signs. It is killing me. You can't just make a woman burn like that and leave her hanging. (stomping) It is so mean! So I had some other dude lay on a very seductive hit on me. It left me just as confused, frustrated, and tormented. He did give a subtle hint after work but I didn't go in for the bite. I question if I am the victim of a sexless rape anyway. I really don't know what to think of the stranger I met. He made a terrible comment and it was an impossible comment where I couldn't even get what he could be getting at. I'm just like WTF? But then, I see other signs that shift me to believe I shouldn't take the questionable comment personally. I don't know if I will see him again or what I'm going to do if I do. He said, "I'm sorry this is the place we got to meet." ?!?! Boy did that dude move fast. Maybe it was just the alcohol and his temporary relationship fantasy that was speaking. The dude that stood me up: I really honestly don't know what is going on with him. I know I can be shy and a little flighty but I'm not meaning to give him the impression that he gave me. It isn't that he even has to sleep with me to put me out of my misery. He could have just given a firm "no, I'm not intending to lead you on in anyway like that." I still see signs and I feel played and I know I'm not getting any official "no's." I'm just left hanging. I'm staying in cat mode and he does not have my full focus or availability. The heat and the crush may dwindle down soon.