Too much information and giving it away

hmph. I hate this conversation already. This is something I really don't want to have to say for myself, because there are times when I really would rather the right man pick up on and pick up on quick, and not care with me: I am horny and need to get laid AND IT CAN'T WAIT ANYMORE. Whoo. I got it out. There have been several guys I have had the hots for from time to time and there is a recent one even right now too. I just don't care I just don't care I just don't care. I will care about the awkwardness and will be most likely angered with random or not so random gross stalkers who are arrogant and think they are good enough for it. Some of the right guys probably know who they are; and they have their own game going on. I would be a little upset if it is supposed to be about a contest of who can hold their sex in the longest. Maybe some guys could have wanted it to be more than just sex and make more of a game of it. I just need someone I can get horny with and just not care. There are times when being with myself doesn't always cut it and when I want to get it on with someone else I just do. There have been times where I have been so horny that I have just screamed "why and how am I not getting myself layed?" I hate the times where I just can't wait anymore. I hate when some men just don't get how much I need it. I HATE BEING THE ONE WHO HAS TO SAY IT FOR MYSELF. WHY DON'T THE RIGHT ONES EVER GET NEEDY OR DEMANDING WITH ME? I'M NOT ANSWERING THAT QUESTION AND I DON'T WANT TO KNOW THE ANSWER TO THAT LAST QUESTION. I don't plan on going anywhere else tonight and will be mostly stranded tmw as well and just have to keep living in this sexual burn. I am having a hard time taking it right now.