The Only Silence I'm Breaking

Is keeping you updated with my truth. I know you have already denied my truth in the worst ways and have damaged me for other women (and men). However, I will always know my truth no matter how much you do or don't lie, twist, rig, and deceive the truth. The answer is still "no," to being subjected to any woman you wish. I am not your or her follower. "Alabama hot tub." No. I have never felt at home with you, I will most likely never feel at home with you. Knowing what your history has been and your predictable expectation of you wanting me to live in lies will never be home. I am still a hobo at heart. You do not have what it takes to make me feel at home.