Merry Christmas

Almost Christmas anyway. If I don't have the time for the computer tmw, Merry Christmas. I am so excited for Mitzi tmw. She was 6 months last year at this time, and from last year and her birthday, she'll get the holiday celebration and I can't wait to see her excitement. Sometimes she fakes excitement with a funny "yay!" but I'll bet she'll be squealing this year. Everything is all ready to go........I am seeing several signs, and the main point is, I don't see who wants to tease me. Is it really Edward? I don't know if it is him. He hasn't called me recently and if this is him "keeping in touch," I'm still not crazy about the communication. With the obvious testing, I'll give some kind of response for his sake. If it is him, I think he is moving too fast. It would bless my heart a little if he was that crazy for me and more for being family minded. Although I liked squeezing his hold and holding each other tightly; I am not going to make such a big choice like that. Maybe he is giving me a hint at something else. don't know..........I really hope Edward calls me soon. I think he may be picking on me a few ways, and I'm not going to take it too seriously for now. Not sure if he is making more violent jabs or not. Maybe it is Tom doing it. Maybe it is both. corny "every rose has its thorns." pft!