Whale Talk: I hate the undertaker and the ways I get cornered

I hate saying what I have to say at a time like this: Shame shame on threats and blackmails. White people blackmail too AND WHILE I ONCE AGAIN GET TAKEN OUT OF CONTEXT AND TAKEN WITH WHATEVER WAY A BUTCH WANTS TO HAVE ME WITH; I GET TAKEN OUT OF CONTEXT AND THREATENED WITH BLACKMAIL AGAIN. SILENCE CAN BE TAKEN IN MANY WAYS AND YOU RUINED WHAT WAS MORE INNOCENT A MYSTERY YOU COULD HAVE HAD, HAD YOU NOT BLACKMAILED ME. It's not even that I ever saw myself in a relationship. This is a forced agenda that I have no other choice to defend myself and you lose me. I HATE WHEN ANY MAN THREATENS MY SILENCE AND MY MOTHER NATURE PERIOD. THAT'S WHAT I GET FOR NOT GETTING SUBJECTED TO WHATEVER ANY ONE WANTS TO THINK OR TEST. So, I was a stripper for 3 years and still live in some sexual freedom to this day AND EVEN DURING AND BEFORE THEN, NOT EVERYTHING WAS MEANT TO BE SEXUAL. I want to make a sincere gesture of comfort to black people in a general way, AND DESPITE WHETHER OR NOT IT IS A LIE THAT THE ACTUAL SINGER OF THE BLACK PUMAS WOULD WANT ME TO TAKE ME LIKE THAT, THERE IS STILL AN UNDERTAKER WANTING TO BLACKMAIL ME LIKE THAT. DID I NOT JUT SAY YESTERDAY THAT SOMEONE WAS WANTING TO HAVE A FORCEFUL AGENDA AND THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND MY BEING AND ARE RUDE TO MY SENSE OF BEING? DID YOU NOT SEE THAT AS SOME RESPONSE? Millions of ways Butch has always wanted to force me to pay some price for his undertaker. Worse gossiping scene is: I was meaning to be the most sexual, meaning to be a homewrecker, meaning to seriously hurt whoever the singer's woman was. ON TOP OF NOT JUST THE GOSSIP IS THE JUDGMENTAL EXECUTION WHERE I SHOULD BE PUNISHED, ENSLAVED, AND BLACKMAILED WITH WHOEVER MAKES ME UP, AND THEN WITH MY IMAGINARY BOYFRIEND -MIND YOU SOME KIND OF RELATIONSHIP- GETS JEAPORDIZED WITH THE GOSSIP AS WELL. BUTCH GETS AWAY WITH HIS MADE UP STUFF ALL OF THE TIME. ..........If none of this is of the Black Puma's singer's doing, I have a slight apology but he needs to blame Butch or even his self for wanting to be an undertaker like that. If any one must know, I have been a fan to their music and really like some of their songs. I never even knew what the singer looked like until I post the song and hold hands with the song, and I personally think he is good looking with talent. But now, I'm taken aback (not that I made a forward pass) because of Butch's undertaker. Do I have to feel an awkward fan even? Can I no longer appreciate the music because of this whale crash?