Thursday, October 24, 2019
Ok Wawa, you get me good
You get me good in a lot of ways. In others, not as much. I'm not sure about the rest of the profiled arbitrage but you have a sensitivity amongst us both to a wild anger where you have some understanding. I don't like the way I know I'm still isolated and uncertain of some things. I don't like the way you want me to wait. I don't like the fear I feel with whatever sexual and relational history you could have. You are another terror to me and while you have some good sexual and emotional relief, you don't entirely have the emotional relief I am looking for. I have needed a serious break for someone who is a sold out loyal and fights for me and is on my side. I have needed a serious break from being betrayed. The ones who betray will not stop wanting me and wanting me to be outnumbered. Maybe you have a share with Bradly with the "shallow" song, but you just don't have enough of a cut to be a more trust worthy and loyal man. You seem half selfish and half sensitive. It matters so much to me to feel I have someone I can trust to a great extent and your extent of trust isn't the greatest. I do not like the way you want me to wait and live in the isolation. You are not even fucking here. You need to give me more of a relief than what you do.
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