Hey Gio

I used to work with someone named Geo, and he looks a little like you, but my thoughts are still directed at you, not him. So,... I still don't know what to entirely think of you, but I'm glad you have a serious sexual attraction to me. Speaking of serious, of all people, there is something about you that is serious. I know you're just an actor, but sometimes, with even an actor, one has to question just how much of a symbol one is. ... I am somewhat convinced you really want to be serious with me, but there are a few more things you need to make me believe about you more: your present existence outside of my mind, and another serious relationship sign. In a way; I think you expect a little too much from me because I seriously don't know enough about you. You mean to be possessive with me and you want me to stay with you is what you say to me in the head. ... Giovanni, I don't mind staying with you for now, I don't completely mind your possessiveness for now, but I'm not sure what I'm going to do if someone jumps me. (Not just in the mind either, if someone puts too much pressure on me to literally sleep with them.) I tell most people "I'm seeing somebody," and the somebody has changed in this instance, but I can't promise you how much I can hold out on you. While I know I want your real touch, I don't mind taking it slow and being at a distance with you right now. Expectations vary with Bollywood men, and I think it was for the best that with some of them, I never even slept with them in a real physical way. It wasn't that I never wanted to sleep with some of the Bollywoods, but it probably is for the best that I didn't sleep with them at all. There have been one or two that I've slept with in person and of course, I've slept with more men, but there is a difference between a Bollywood man and a more normal man that doesn't have to be so structured or complicated. Is it really that it is structures or complications that make a Bollywood man like that, or has it just been a lifestyle norm waiting period? While I'm confiding with you in most general terms, I recently feel I should hold my drama tongue with you more, because you're a possessive man who is not really one to confide in. ... If you care to know what I think or feel about someone, I probably would let you in, but I'm just going to keep it to myself for now.... Gio, you really have me by surprise that you already know you want me to stay. Right now, I can handle your expectation, but if I reach a point where I can no longer handle your Bollywood and feel like it will be stagnant and a go no where waste of time, than I probably will let myself move on. I'm not sure if you really would hurt me for yourself or how much you would hurt me if I moved on... I'm hoping you make me feel a little more comfortable with yourself and let me in more and get closer and get to know each other more. I have skype ;) Maybe you are extremely private, but I'm not sure what your intent of privacy is. ... Have a good evening! I'll behave. .......... xo