current thoughts

I really hate the idea that Jim Ferg and Shawn D are around right now. They both are violent misogynist Gadaffi's. I strongly don't want either of them. If I had to choose between one or the other, I would choose Shawn. He is bullshitting about me again and it is just a cover up to his slave laboring terrorism. Jim F has already proved his slave laboring terrorism, so whatever bullshit self-righteous leadership Jim F think he has against Shawn, I'm mocking it. I'm mocking whatever bullshit Shawn has going on too. I know he has a hidden agenda and is being some sort of cold war Russian against me....... Besides me hating on their tyranny and gang rape, I see Jon's tyranny and gang rape coming and I will hate it more when it gets closer. I hate Jon's rape so much. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. I have a feeling he is going to lay it on thicker with his hateful fascism, wealthy fascism, rainbow fascism, c-fascism, and lie about and deny my truth in more hateful, distorted, or non-existent ways. He has always increased his violence, hatred, and torment every single time. It isn't as lethal anymore, because I've already seen and known what he the rape he is made of. He'll never admit he has never proved a thing. I hope more random or good men come for me to keep Jon blocked away from me.

Still too much fog

Although I keep Justin D and Jade R denied as my "bosses," there is some kind of story going on with them. Jade is mostly painted as a witch than being ignorant and innocent. This has to do with Denny Williamson's lying arrogant bastard gang rape. Jade either intentionally got Denny to harass and stalk me more, or Denny was using Jade to boost his ego as if to say: "You don't have a chance to call me a rapist when I can win someone like this broad." I've always been sickened over the way people think they can rig or structure a "win," to deny their corruption. I just can't get over the way that either people in general can't see the obvious desperate liar he has been, or that someone like Denny would take himself seriously in his own bullshit rig to lie to say he is "innocent." ..... I'm not too sure what has been going on with her husband/ ex husband? Danny? Maybe this is some structured revenge someone wants me to have against Jade: To have an affair with Danny. He does look like he could be showing some kind of safety and security (in a good way) or even having some kind of emotional support. Justin D is making me question if he is showing some emotional support to and could have wanted to hold me during Denny's freakish violence. Or, maybe it is the other someone who wants to personally show me emotional support..... I can't completely see what is going on. ........... Besides whatever Jade is guilty of is what Jon is guilty of. Jon had too much rape and corruption to deal with at once in the first place. I can't believe that Jon would betray me or have some kind of gay relationship with Denny's disgusting lying rapist. I wonder which drug addiction it was that Jon was that sold out on to be that morbidly and murderously against me like that.