Breaking out anyway

I hate how unfair the world is. I hate feeling helpless. Either way, I'm still not going to say his name. I was given such a great mind fantasy and he ruined it. I'm not sure how it all works. I never said I was a professional with nuclear science or whatever. I'm just back to not getting it. Why was I given such an incredible fantasy like that where he seemed to want it real bad too, but then it was a bubble burst. He is either another random guy coming along or maybe he is just another tool to break me in some way for some reason even if it was an emotional cry or break. I've always known the majority to be terrible and arrogant judges of character who are being just desperate predators but this guy in particular mostly won at being a predator. What is this; a neverending predator contest amongst some men? That was so mean. I wanted to try to approach him a little better to purrrr at him, but he done ruined it. Stupid man. Back to everyday life. What a hectic and busy past few weeks it has been. Time stressors. So much to do and so much left to do with not enough time. Not complaining about the job. I am making a decent amount of money that needs to keep being made. Shopping, swimming, cleaning, working on crafts, the list never ends.